A time to restore my soul. My heart aches to be renewed and refreshed. I want so much more out of life. I want to walk away from the mundane and all that has hurt my heart so. The lack of care so many show breaks my heart. I give so much of myself. Daily. When someone shows the slightest bit of care, support, and genuine love it truly does shake me. Reminds me of the good in this world. There is sincerity it’s just hard to find. Thank you to those that show me love. My world wouldn’t keep spinning without you.
Tonight, I am scared. I’m scared, discouraged and disappointed. I’m praying for a good report tomorrow to put my mind and heart at ease.